Monday, August 13, 2007

harapKU

Secerca cahaya menyembul di balik kabut..menyisihkan semua dingin yang sebelumnya merasuk sampai ke tulang-tulang sendi.
Sebuah harap datang..dan tak lagi ku ingin pergi.
Robb..hanya pada Mu tempatku kembali
hanya kepada Mu ku mohonkan..ku gantungkan..kuimpikan kupasrahkan semua cita dan cinta..
Namun ampuni ku Ya Ghaffar..
saat semua ternyata masih tertahan dalam kemalasan dan keteledoran seorang insan.
Aku tak boleh gamang..aku tak boleh putus..aku tak boleh berhenti melangkah
Apapun bentuk pilihanku..itu harus jadi tanggungjawabku yang pada suatu ketika harus ku kembalikan semua padaMU
Robb sungguh..tiada dapat terungkap rasa syukur atas segala pemberianMu yang senantiasa indah..senantiasa menyejukkan dan semakin membuatku mencintai Mu..meski dengan cara paling sederhanaku..maafkan aku..ampuni aku yang lemah terbatas ini..yang tanpa sadar lalai mensyukuri dan senantiasa berlebih lebih dalam urusan yang harusnya dibatasi..
semoga Kau akhirkan aku dengan akhir yang baik..Kau jauhkan dari malu di dunia dan adzab di akhirat
Kuatkan kami umat muslim ya Alloh..tegakkan dien ini di dada kami..di atas bumi ini

6 comments:

Nabio said...

:) ada apa2 neh? what u got from there? kapan balik lagi? ;) muah

silm said...

ga ada apa apa na..sory lagi ngebuka lagi blogku setelah sekian lama. gue malah lebih sering ngebaca blognu daripada blog gue sendiri. hehe kebangetan. ceritanya hari itu lagi jatuh hati..lagi antusias..lagi penuh harap. atas seberkas cahaya. an answered prayer waktu itu. He's a dream come true..tapi itu adalah ujian...ujian untuk senantiasa dalam syukur dan sabar..tetap dalam iman. dan ternyata saat semua cuma dalam mimpi...ya harus tetap disyukuri dan disabari. At least harapan, doa dan cita serta cinta itu tetap disana menghias keberadaan kita.dan ternyata semua bukan cuma episode episode tanpa makna melainkan penggalan skenario yang menjadi hadiah terindah sang Pencipta agar kita senantiasa lebih dan lebih baik lagi

Nabio said...

ahm ahm... apaan tuh? :p hooh, e btw by the time i'm responding this comment to yours, you must be with linda in social agency. sorry i just came back from uii. caught in the rain juga eh. wet lah. anyway, congratulation ye, for having to start your new life over there. stay away from jogja. stay away from your home family. hope you'll soon find the man of your dream. you deserve it, though.
besides, your story of life has been too complicated. i desperately want to see your life getting straightforward, hehehe.. i can't wait to see your happy ending. yea your life is a lot like a drama, complex in plots, hehehe..
anyway, i had told abe that you are getting into deplu. i just can't imagine if i were in your place and i have to stay apart from abe. ooo... my life is over, hehehe... i haven't got enough of him. it's strange to look back when you, mia, and i were still silly and innocent back then. i didn't even dare to imagine that i would find a miracle like abe. he's head over heel to me deh, wekekekek...
anyway, next time when you have already been there in deplu. tolong liatin buku2ne yo. aku lagi butuh neh recent information and buku2 soal amerika, especially related to life after death.. hehehe.. okay babe? you enter it at the right time deh ;)
luv u and keep in touch through blog and email yup!! muah!!
stay religious and deep as you have always been...............

silm said...

Ok...InsyaAllah dear. btw i'll be in Jakarta tomorrow for registration, etc. and i am trying to start enjoying that hectic and pathetic city..i found some great and wonderful libraries so..things seems ok inside those area. Hope i could find some insights for u too. btw ur topic is arround american study rt? why turn into life after death? hmm have u read bout Emily dickinson? i have some of her poems and my friend once took it as her thesis...gimme some further clue OK
c ya other time. i'll be in Jogja befor and after going to Jakarta

Nabio said...

yup. i take how america sees an afterlife. and then from mitch albom's the five people you meet in heaven. its new novel. besides aku kan suka to discuss thing controversial and far from being a high or whatever grand literature. hehehe...

masnarang said...

pengin ada komentar, gak tahu mau komentar apa...jadinya ya nggak komentar..